| all that i want from life is to be successful
i want it so bad sometimes it hurts
i am so driven that i cant handle it
waking up everyday and loving my life and what i do is all i want
i cannot wait to be living in the city living out my dreams with the ones i love
<3 |
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| its amazing to me how much things have changed since last year at the time
i had just finished my first semester of college and i was home on break
cramming as much time to hang out with my friends from home as i possibly could
so many things bothered me to the point where i couldnt hold my head up anymore
i sit back now and look at my life
things have changed so much
this year literally knocked me down and kicked the shit out of me
i was not myself anymore and almost lost a lot of who i am
but somehow things turned around
i went back to school
i was welcomed with open arms with some of the best people
these people taught me so much and so did those of my friends at home
people have left my life and other have entered
in the past this would have sent my spiraling into sadness
but i now look at things that change can only bring more happiness
i found best friends at school that are the people i was always trying to change people into
i no longer feel like i am wrong in thinking what i believe
i dont worry
i dont get upset
i am happy
i love all my friends so much
especially my bubbie sugarbooger and le tit suom
nothing could ever explain how much i love you and am grateful for everything you have done
<3 merry christmas |
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| the world is right again
its time to smile
<3 |
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| i move back to wagner in less than 2 days
i cannot handle how excited i am
i need to be back with you all
and be by the city
this year shall be wonderful.
<3 |
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| tonight was wonderful
i saw sarah
ate chinese
and talked to c.j. for most of the night
it was amazing
lost and our love is all one needs lol
theories to keep us awake all night
but we are grown up people and we have work in the morning so its time to sleep
i move back to the wag in 19 days
nothing could make me happier
it is time to come home
<3 |
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